What I Wish I Did

Year 1
1 English II (G)
2 World Geography
3 Geometry (G)
4 Physical Science (H)
5 Career Orientation | Civics
6 PE I
7 Spanish I

Year 2
1 English III (APG)
2 World History (H?)
3 Algebra II (G)
4 Biology I (H)
5 PE II | Health
6 Spanish II
7 Talented Theater

Year 3
1 English IV (APG)
2 American History (H)
3 Advanced Math (APG)
4 Chemistry I (H)
5 Free Enterprise |
6 Talented Theater
7

College - Delgado Community College - Theater

I found that at UCF, if you didn't take 2 years of a foreign language in high school, which I think I've heard, you take like 4, but I think here 8 - 10 semesters of a foreign language in college.

Talking About My Race

It seems I don't need to say I'm Native American because the Native American side is the blond side and is not from my mom and as a little girl I was raised by my mom, just petted and eventually intellectualized with my dad for American things.  Oh, it was because it seems that it's because it's less than ¼.

See, I know, because, like, I mean, - *sniffle sniffle* - people are worried about people with Native American and now it's about people with a lot but maybe also "so we can really see it."  It's something very funny... They want to know all about mixed people!.  If someone has a parent with exactly ½ Native American, then, you know about having a parent with some white, just representing the parent I guess ... didn't think of that, was just thinking that ½ meant not as good as Chinese.  That meant that you know about maybe also 1 parent having some but not as little as possible for some reason.  It seems that when you have as little as possible like me maybe you just know that you have a sort of label issue.  The only problem would be meeting someone with more Native American.  Then, you think about something else, maybe like you're not attractive, not young, usually part German which usually has Jewish.  I guess that would be anti-Chinese.

Straightforward Nut

So, people who are thinking of the straightforward cultures, like they make a decision pick quite what to think and keep going ... how are they aware of anything?  All I know is in the New Orleans area, I could not succeed nor think of succeeding, could not figure anything out from scratch.  Could not look attractive easily at all, ever, became a self-conscious health nut.  That's that.

I found an indian I like.

I might be part Swiss (a certain people of the region) and Swiss-Jew.

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Talent

I listened to "The Dancing Queen" and just realized they sound black.  They sound dexterous at the end but like with no life no life, Americans.  They need to fill themselves up at some point in time.  8|

What I'm Doing

Just watched all of Ellen's videos from Tuesday online.  Maybe I'm going to bed, maybe jogging with weights, likely doing floor exercises at some point, want to sing, too.  Recorded "Dancing Queen" on the radio..

Distributing Tasks

Think about old, white English men going too far and young German boys or part German boys maybe part Jewish or indian too?  Like they make a joke out of the girls born in 1960.  They just want to go on and talk all about how good the experience is and say you'll get a chance to be juicy and strong and attractive, in some certain way.  The white kids gave the black people the job to announce to you you're a nigger.  It really distresses kids.  We have to find out, is this person like all Scandinavian?  Part German-Jewish?  Most adults are part German-Jewish.  I don't know if they feel more or something.  Europeans are racist.  Like, they have like benefits, are told their extremities are pretty.  My feet grew 2 sizes, and I mean it's funny but it's not.  I can't get them smaller.  The thing is you see what they really do and then you realize what they really do when you're not there though you know you were not there in the example you saw, too.  I'm also guessing I had a lighter schedule when I was in high school and still couldn't finish all my homework, I might be healthier, like no ballet once a week, no teen gymnastics, took regular gymnastics in the summer.

How I Feel

I have to leave at 10 A.M.  I'm very tired, will do homework tomorrow maybe.  I wanted to sleep in the tub.  Went to the therapist, got Panera Bread and didn't like the sandwich.  Strawberry low fat smoothie..

Being Modern as Kids

So, it seems that I would look younger than most girls.  I guess most girls have a mom born in like 1955, you know thinking of girls born in the mid-late 80s.  They tend to be made to seem tacky from their dad being born probably in like 1947 or 1948.  It just seems that their aunts think they are tacky like their dad, seem kinda old but not "goood" in a European way.  They don't care as long as they're "still" "better" than certain peers, and then people like Tim Burton dwell on it and it wastes our lives in the end, like everything else seems to have done, though along the way of course we enjoy certain things a lot that are special.  I just feel that some people want to be like fairies and aren't strong, like a "tub of lard."  Maybe, they're not modern in a good way, lazy, have a stored fuel and still fight for certain rights that aren't there.  They don't deal with what they have.  I guess they'd become jealous about not feeling special, something they seem to have still not been able to overcome, to accept that there are a lot of shitty people not born around 1960, specifically 1957-1961.  All I could say is that I have more meat than younger kids and believe that kids my age should have become like them in the *** ways.  You know, they just "did it" as the dream in case we did it, too, and for some reason you know it doesn't have to happen though to me it still happens.

"The Question"

I was wondering why when my family moved from Southeastern and Northeastern Florida to the New Orleans area that my dad got fatter and then looked like so stony, you know?  I kinda looked like a rock, but my eyes didn't crystallize with it.  They used to go haywire.

My Day

So, in the bus, I was thinking I was Chinese and made like a big face with a dropped jaw.  I realized I can have a cute cheekline.  3}

In class, it was neat.  I got a Wait-A-Minute, large, chocolate, a dietary supplement, a light shake, very cute, a little on the icy side.  However, I went to the bathroom after my presentation, went between classes, and went again soon after the 2nd class started and a few times before in not as spread apart a time.  My presentation I showed the keychain my mom finally gave me with keys to the house and then I decided to go outside finally again, of the Disney Beach Resort where she used to teach yoga on Sunday mornings, didn't mention her teaching, tried to mention like seeing the spas, how you go and then it's like something you're supposed to do and then you just like do it.  I said it was so funny, I've lived here so long, didn't go to Disney World much, not as magical, not from the New Orleans area but moved here from there and how funny it was because I think they had a normal gym.

We crossed the floor a lot, the teacher presented herself like a ballerina.  I just wonder if it feels good to be her height, assuming she's like 5'3½".  She seems very mobile.  I can tell from certain things, like how she wore the shoes with the leather on the top of the toes with a cloth pattern, before plaid and now cheetah, that she is like digging into the Orlando culture a lot and is an active long-time member of the community and very happy here.  She's from San Fransisco.  Well, the area.  I think she has more Pennsylvania heritage but lived the modern life for some reason more than me.  It must be painful to have heritage in a place like:

Pennsylvania
Maryland
W Virginia
North Carolina
South Carolina
Georgia
Alabamba
Mississippi
Tennessee
Kentucky
Arkansas (never knew it was there..)
Missouri
Iowa
Texas
Oklahoma
Kansas (That's a state?)
Nebraska
The Dakotas
NM
Utah?
Michigan
Alaska
Hawaii

The places that look okay are:
•certain places of Florida and maybe some parts of Florida itself could do something dunno
•the New Orleans area
•New York
•New England
•New Jersey
•California

Canada is decidedly anit-American, and Latin America is disagreeable culturally, like appreciating culture in a European way, like Americans.
•Iregan
•Nevada
•Ugah
•Colorado
•Wyoming
•Montana
•Minnesota
•Idaho
•Oregon
•Washington
•Wisconsin

Yes, the black people here seem too casual and have seeped into the culture.  I realized that white people have let them into their lives.

"I'm terribly short!"

I'm shorter than I've ever been.  The only problem is my teacher is also short.

In the Bus

Skinnier but not pretty. Not boring.

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