How I Feel

I have to leave at 10 A.M.  I'm very tired, will do homework tomorrow maybe.  I wanted to sleep in the tub.  Went to the therapist, got Panera Bread and didn't like the sandwich.  Strawberry low fat smoothie..

Mad

So, I was thinking okay if I can't stay in the Voice for the Actor class, the other class Ginny teaches this semester, at Valencia..  My enrollment at Seminole doesn't work, and 2 or 3 times over a period of over a year or 2, Seminole has not gotten transcripts from 1 or more maybe main schools.  I was just upset because people are acting like it was planned and isn't because of me losing Florida residency and my dad not feeling like paying for more than 2 classes.

He paid the 1st day, but then he told my mom to take me out after and I don't know why.  No, I don't think we got in any fights.  I came home happy.  I think he paid for all of it because he thought I wouldn't listen and wasn't attending the class.  He borrowed money, and they paid.

Also, I went home and went online and then went to bed on the couch without even taking out my contacts.  Now, my right eye doesn't see as well, feels kinda dead but like it's recovering from something, like the stress.  It feels like I have a fuzzy contact on it, was just in the bathtub for 3½ hours.  I saw the bedroom door was closed and the microwave was on.  I'm kinda upset because I talked about seeing the spas with my mom, and it's because my mom used to work there.  I just don't go into shit like that.  Also, now, might be the time to add she wants to take class from Ginny.  My mom and dad have a problem.  They are suggesting in some way I may want to be like my brother and that I'm just lucky and now don't deserve it and that my brother is my twin.  They are the 1s who are more like my brother.  Ginny is just gonna think that I'm mixed, but isn't that stupid?

My suspicion is that Ginny...

(going to eat)

Being ***y

The kids respond to Ginny being ***y. You know, simply cutting an entrance in a modern Late Boom way. They aren't easily impressed.

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Class Today

Also, there was a girl who had been to a church in England and she seemed kinda delicate but like saucy like Irish.  Saucy is also a sensitive word that can be used in various manners.

So, I was gonna say something else I forgot.

It seems the blonde was disturbed but took charge.  People were getting emotional, upset I might not be in Voice.  I’m already not enrolled and like the other classes.  I probably will stay but maybe it’s not safe and I won’t for some reason maybe.

I was just worried the blonde, like sorta wavy blonde, was kinda like drained and hollow and took charge like Ginny but seemed mad.  Like, she isn’t even the same person.  I think people were jealous I know the teacher from awhile talking online.

Class Today

I noticed that the blonde had a plastered hollow very juiced look.  She had the look that she liked Sleeping Beauty.  I like Sleeping Beauty, too.

Funny how you feel sorry for people who are not from Florida when people in Florida are so overly sympathetic to themselves.

I found in Voice for the Actor the teacher’s dad is from Pittsburgh and her mom is from California.    She’s from Santa Clara, the San Fransisco area.

I want to go out to eat when I get home.  I just got a Snickers again..