Talking About My Race

It seems I don't need to say I'm Native American because the Native American side is the blond side and is not from my mom and as a little girl I was raised by my mom, just petted and eventually intellectualized with my dad for American things.  Oh, it was because it seems that it's because it's less than ¼.

See, I know, because, like, I mean, - *sniffle sniffle* - people are worried about people with Native American and now it's about people with a lot but maybe also "so we can really see it."  It's something very funny... They want to know all about mixed people!.  If someone has a parent with exactly ½ Native American, then, you know about having a parent with some white, just representing the parent I guess ... didn't think of that, was just thinking that ½ meant not as good as Chinese.  That meant that you know about maybe also 1 parent having some but not as little as possible for some reason.  It seems that when you have as little as possible like me maybe you just know that you have a sort of label issue.  The only problem would be meeting someone with more Native American.  Then, you think about something else, maybe like you're not attractive, not young, usually part German which usually has Jewish.  I guess that would be anti-Chinese.

Straightforward Nut

So, people who are thinking of the straightforward cultures, like they make a decision pick quite what to think and keep going ... how are they aware of anything?  All I know is in the New Orleans area, I could not succeed nor think of succeeding, could not figure anything out from scratch.  Could not look attractive easily at all, ever, became a self-conscious health nut.  That's that.

Inhuman! 30

I found that maybe I was inhuman, but I thought of Europeans thinking the Chinese were not white and then having hands like black people.  Jews do, too.  Helena Bonham Carter had interesting hands and is actually part Spanish, as well as Spanish Jew.

I found an indian I like.

I might be part Swiss (a certain people of the region) and Swiss-Jew.

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Distributing Tasks

Think about old, white English men going too far and young German boys or part German boys maybe part Jewish or indian too?  Like they make a joke out of the girls born in 1960.  They just want to go on and talk all about how good the experience is and say you'll get a chance to be juicy and strong and attractive, in some certain way.  The white kids gave the black people the job to announce to you you're a nigger.  It really distresses kids.  We have to find out, is this person like all Scandinavian?  Part German-Jewish?  Most adults are part German-Jewish.  I don't know if they feel more or something.  Europeans are racist.  Like, they have like benefits, are told their extremities are pretty.  My feet grew 2 sizes, and I mean it's funny but it's not.  I can't get them smaller.  The thing is you see what they really do and then you realize what they really do when you're not there though you know you were not there in the example you saw, too.  I'm also guessing I had a lighter schedule when I was in high school and still couldn't finish all my homework, I might be healthier, like no ballet once a week, no teen gymnastics, took regular gymnastics in the summer.

Attractive Baby Boomers

I don't know anyone attractive from 1953 but do 1950 (my dad,) 1951, 1952, 1954, 1957, 1958, 1959, 1960, 1961, 1963.

"The Question"

I was wondering why when my family moved from Southeastern and Northeastern Florida to the New Orleans area that my dad got fatter and then looked like so stony, you know?  I kinda looked like a rock, but my eyes didn't crystallize with it.  They used to go haywire.

Class Today

Also, there was a girl who had been to a church in England and she seemed kinda delicate but like saucy like Irish.  Saucy is also a sensitive word that can be used in various manners.

So, I was gonna say something else I forgot.

It seems the blonde was disturbed but took charge.  People were getting emotional, upset I might not be in Voice.  I’m already not enrolled and like the other classes.  I probably will stay but maybe it’s not safe and I won’t for some reason maybe.

I was just worried the blonde, like sorta wavy blonde, was kinda like drained and hollow and took charge like Ginny but seemed mad.  Like, she isn’t even the same person.  I think people were jealous I know the teacher from awhile talking online.

In the Bus

Skinnier but not pretty. Not boring.

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