What I Wish I Did

Year 1
1 English II (G)
2 World Geography
3 Geometry (G)
4 Physical Science (H)
5 Career Orientation | Civics
6 PE I
7 Spanish I

Year 2
1 English III (APG)
2 World History (H?)
3 Algebra II (G)
4 Biology I (H)
5 PE II | Health
6 Spanish II
7 Talented Theater

Year 3
1 English IV (APG)
2 American History (H)
3 Advanced Math (APG)
4 Chemistry I (H)
5 Free Enterprise |
6 Talented Theater
7

College - Delgado Community College - Theater

I found that at UCF, if you didn't take 2 years of a foreign language in high school, which I think I've heard, you take like 4, but I think here 8 - 10 semesters of a foreign language in college.

Talking About My Race

It seems I don't need to say I'm Native American because the Native American side is the blond side and is not from my mom and as a little girl I was raised by my mom, just petted and eventually intellectualized with my dad for American things.  Oh, it was because it seems that it's because it's less than ¼.

See, I know, because, like, I mean, - *sniffle sniffle* - people are worried about people with Native American and now it's about people with a lot but maybe also "so we can really see it."  It's something very funny... They want to know all about mixed people!.  If someone has a parent with exactly ½ Native American, then, you know about having a parent with some white, just representing the parent I guess ... didn't think of that, was just thinking that ½ meant not as good as Chinese.  That meant that you know about maybe also 1 parent having some but not as little as possible for some reason.  It seems that when you have as little as possible like me maybe you just know that you have a sort of label issue.  The only problem would be meeting someone with more Native American.  Then, you think about something else, maybe like you're not attractive, not young, usually part German which usually has Jewish.  I guess that would be anti-Chinese.

Mental Decision from Multi-Actions

I guess while I was in the New Orleans area, I did a series of things and then came to a mental decision.

Straightforward Nut

So, people who are thinking of the straightforward cultures, like they make a decision pick quite what to think and keep going ... how are they aware of anything?  All I know is in the New Orleans area, I could not succeed nor think of succeeding, could not figure anything out from scratch.  Could not look attractive easily at all, ever, became a self-conscious health nut.  That's that.

Expecting

Why do I feel myself expecting a Spanish girl who is part Spanish and part white like she is something but will find that the other girl is also something but that the new girl is not not something?  Maybe, her grandma's Choctaw parent is anti-Chinese.

Anywhere

I don't like anywhere around Pennsylvania, and Pennsylvania is the home of the mixed indians.

I found an indian I like.

I might be part Swiss (a certain people of the region) and Swiss-Jew.

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Do you wanna rock!

So, do you wanna rock with sexy people from colder parts of the country or sexier parts like the desert?

Talent

I listened to "The Dancing Queen" and just realized they sound black.  They sound dexterous at the end but like with no life no life, Americans.  They need to fill themselves up at some point in time.  8|

My Brother and Aunt

I look more like my dad's youngest sister than my brother. People from up north had a gay side.

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The Plow

Why do people who aren't Californian|European plow through things?

Weird Things

Before, I didn't have to like acknowledge people getting weird feelings, could just go up to people and act like a person, act normal.

I was wondering about Chloë Grace Moretz ...

Did you notice that Ellen DeGeneres has no pity for people from the New Orleans area who aren't from New Orleans?

Tossing People Aside as *Beep*

Do you ever get ready for the world and toss aside your parents as shit?  I have this friend who I am mad with because she thinks she's cool.  She has that look like she's from Pennsylvania, but she's not.  Not sure where her mom is from.  She is mad because others aren't like her and goes off on tangents.  Well, have your say, entertain us, come to the party..  Don't tell me not to have a good time when I find you're the only attractive 1 there.

More Recent Parents (Ancestors)

I wish I still had these pictures, not even sure where I got them, but I had attractive ancestors.  My dad's mom's mom, when she was little, while not pretty but not disgusting really, looked like sorta spunkily attractive and had a white blonde sister with straight short hair and a cute look with squinty eyes that seems a popular desire today, kinda more on the big side, cozying with this sister, strangely.. probably like a nice great aunt.  When she grew older, she looked similar, seemed a little naughty like some relatives, who probably would not be that way today..  She got a little older, and her hair was smooth and the way mine gets lighter was lighter and she looked Dutch.  She got a very think, nasal look.  I saw 1 picture from afar of her sitting on a rocker on her porch with some of her kids, 1 with white curly hair, and like putting out her arm, looking all smooth and pristine and perfect.  I'm not sure which side had the ancestor from I think SW NY state.  Hm, I only would know about a side that might be indian and Polish-Jewish and German-French-Swiss-Austrian-Leichtensteiner.  The other side is the Work side.  My dad's dad's side had more money and didn't live on a farm, were normal people.  There's nothing really wrong with the possibly indian side.  Except it was gold hair.  I feel that's why no one talks to me because I might be indian.  As for the Chinese side, I really don't know.  I think it's just a fact that wants to be glossed over.  I don't know though, I mean, I also just have 1 Chinese side.  It might mean I have like more than 1 indian side in some certain way.  As for being Jewish, I doubt my friends are Jewish unless they are very German.  I'm just guessing that I'm again being judged for who my dad is, but I think it's something about the blood that makes you feel like it's what makes you who you are and that as a European you're nothing.  I feel like I hide behind it, but you know I'm my own person and I feel that I'm more associated with my dad than my grandma and probably like her recent parents.

Living in Places You Haven't

What do you think about Floridians saying they "didn't" really care about morals so now are making a big deal of it and can't think about anything else and thinking you can means you're not a true Floridian and pretend you've lived in places you haven't?

Honorary Denizen

So, if my dad's heritage was all from Florida, I would be welcome, or from California.  Or 1 of the places I listed, not Pennsylvania.

"Born and Bred in the Briar Patch"

Something funny is my friend from Florida came over to the New Orleans area and she secretly in a cute way that's kinda funny to speculate|spectacle on made a splash in the area and seems like she's from there kinda.  Hm.  This could be serious.  I think Tim Burton knows.  I think the whole world knows about my 2 old best friends who wouldn't talk to me anymore and who were both mean to me maybe it's okay and maybe it's justified to me.  It did make me mad just because I had no one else I could get to know as well.  I was mad otherwise.  At the younger 1 I fought back, like talked to her in a mimicy, nasty, cutting way it felt, more just was nagging, though.  The other 1 scared me.  I think the other 1 yea asked if I was "gay."  I think the other 1 wanted to call me a nigger because her mom is Lithuanian and her dad is all British.

Speaking of the title of my post, as I was walking worried that the Country Bear Jamboree just isn't funny anymore and before it was like I mean it knocked me out!  I could not stand coming here later on!  It seemed like it was made after the New Orleans area.  Maybe it was specifically spirited after the city I lived in and maybe like for example Pearl River possibly in some way.  I mean, there's also this place called like Bugaloosa a professor of English in honors in college in New Orleans talked about, had a small house, showed pictures of his granddaughter doing violin I think, had a maybe like greyhound type dog but not a greyhound, which I read a kid's book on a big fat messy-looking witch had 1 and ate it and was gonna ask to eat the horse of the guy, too, I mean he had the dog, maybe found this dunno where probably in the nation's oldest continuing city.

Something in Common

Something I have in common with Ellen DeGeneres is I don't identify with like more early on living in the New Orleans area more in like my confidence.  I was more connected with the world, technically.

"The Question"

I was wondering why when my family moved from Southeastern and Northeastern Florida to the New Orleans area that my dad got fatter and then looked like so stony, you know?  I kinda looked like a rock, but my eyes didn't crystallize with it.  They used to go haywire.

My Day

So, in the bus, I was thinking I was Chinese and made like a big face with a dropped jaw.  I realized I can have a cute cheekline.  3}

In class, it was neat.  I got a Wait-A-Minute, large, chocolate, a dietary supplement, a light shake, very cute, a little on the icy side.  However, I went to the bathroom after my presentation, went between classes, and went again soon after the 2nd class started and a few times before in not as spread apart a time.  My presentation I showed the keychain my mom finally gave me with keys to the house and then I decided to go outside finally again, of the Disney Beach Resort where she used to teach yoga on Sunday mornings, didn't mention her teaching, tried to mention like seeing the spas, how you go and then it's like something you're supposed to do and then you just like do it.  I said it was so funny, I've lived here so long, didn't go to Disney World much, not as magical, not from the New Orleans area but moved here from there and how funny it was because I think they had a normal gym.

We crossed the floor a lot, the teacher presented herself like a ballerina.  I just wonder if it feels good to be her height, assuming she's like 5'3½".  She seems very mobile.  I can tell from certain things, like how she wore the shoes with the leather on the top of the toes with a cloth pattern, before plaid and now cheetah, that she is like digging into the Orlando culture a lot and is an active long-time member of the community and very happy here.  She's from San Fransisco.  Well, the area.  I think she has more Pennsylvania heritage but lived the modern life for some reason more than me.  It must be painful to have heritage in a place like:

Pennsylvania
Maryland
W Virginia
North Carolina
South Carolina
Georgia
Alabamba
Mississippi
Tennessee
Kentucky
Arkansas (never knew it was there..)
Missouri
Iowa
Texas
Oklahoma
Kansas (That's a state?)
Nebraska
The Dakotas
NM
Utah?
Michigan
Alaska
Hawaii

The places that look okay are:
•certain places of Florida and maybe some parts of Florida itself could do something dunno
•the New Orleans area
•New York
•New England
•New Jersey
•California

Canada is decidedly anit-American, and Latin America is disagreeable culturally, like appreciating culture in a European way, like Americans.
•Iregan
•Nevada
•Ugah
•Colorado
•Wyoming
•Montana
•Minnesota
•Idaho
•Oregon
•Washington
•Wisconsin

Yes, the black people here seem too casual and have seeped into the culture.  I realized that white people have let them into their lives.