Anywhere

I don't like anywhere around Pennsylvania, and Pennsylvania is the home of the mixed indians.

Simplicity

I was listening to me "All I Ask of You" from The Phantom of the Opera, and I thought Late Boomers thought well there's something there, thinking how they are more simple than Early Boomers but that the children are diddly squat.

Wanting Something That Doesn't Make Sense?

So, you can't tell me I wanted to be like something that doesn't make sense.

Let me think.  I don't know anyone with perfect parents, and I've seen lots of brunettes with blonde moms and ugly girls with blonde dads.

Being Modern as Kids

So, it seems that I would look younger than most girls.  I guess most girls have a mom born in like 1955, you know thinking of girls born in the mid-late 80s.  They tend to be made to seem tacky from their dad being born probably in like 1947 or 1948.  It just seems that their aunts think they are tacky like their dad, seem kinda old but not "goood" in a European way.  They don't care as long as they're "still" "better" than certain peers, and then people like Tim Burton dwell on it and it wastes our lives in the end, like everything else seems to have done, though along the way of course we enjoy certain things a lot that are special.  I just feel that some people want to be like fairies and aren't strong, like a "tub of lard."  Maybe, they're not modern in a good way, lazy, have a stored fuel and still fight for certain rights that aren't there.  They don't deal with what they have.  I guess they'd become jealous about not feeling special, something they seem to have still not been able to overcome, to accept that there are a lot of shitty people not born around 1960, specifically 1957-1961.  All I could say is that I have more meat than younger kids and believe that kids my age should have become like them in the *** ways.  You know, they just "did it" as the dream in case we did it, too, and for some reason you know it doesn't have to happen though to me it still happens.

"Born and Bred in the Briar Patch"

Something funny is my friend from Florida came over to the New Orleans area and she secretly in a cute way that's kinda funny to speculate|spectacle on made a splash in the area and seems like she's from there kinda.  Hm.  This could be serious.  I think Tim Burton knows.  I think the whole world knows about my 2 old best friends who wouldn't talk to me anymore and who were both mean to me maybe it's okay and maybe it's justified to me.  It did make me mad just because I had no one else I could get to know as well.  I was mad otherwise.  At the younger 1 I fought back, like talked to her in a mimicy, nasty, cutting way it felt, more just was nagging, though.  The other 1 scared me.  I think the other 1 yea asked if I was "gay."  I think the other 1 wanted to call me a nigger because her mom is Lithuanian and her dad is all British.

Speaking of the title of my post, as I was walking worried that the Country Bear Jamboree just isn't funny anymore and before it was like I mean it knocked me out!  I could not stand coming here later on!  It seemed like it was made after the New Orleans area.  Maybe it was specifically spirited after the city I lived in and maybe like for example Pearl River possibly in some way.  I mean, there's also this place called like Bugaloosa a professor of English in honors in college in New Orleans talked about, had a small house, showed pictures of his granddaughter doing violin I think, had a maybe like greyhound type dog but not a greyhound, which I read a kid's book on a big fat messy-looking witch had 1 and ate it and was gonna ask to eat the horse of the guy, too, I mean he had the dog, maybe found this dunno where probably in the nation's oldest continuing city.

Glitch

So, what's this people being flattered by their younger siblings?  I grew up tested to be like my brother and I don't like who he is, just think he's nice like everyone else.  He is the opposite of me, does not look European.  People think I'm only worth it because I'm young.  He acts like I have the same problems.  He sometimes seemed gregarious and when he was very little, like before he was in school a long time ... this 1 time in a school play he was like messing around with our mom, was sick and didn't want to do it, was 3, was Joseph, the hero, for the Nativity.  Why does that sound like me?  ':[  I can't say I was always cook before he was born nor in pre-school.  I only looked cute kinda the day before.  It's funny, yes, he was pampered more as being right, which was probably bad for him.  People acted like in college like it didn't matter emotionally.  People think I'm like puppeted to be all that I am.  He's like total shit to me.  I'm serious!  :0  He doesn't even seem human, does not think white at all, is just a machine and slightly pleasure object.  I'm not saying I think he deserves to be mistreated nor that he's bad, worse than anyone else.  I don't appreciate people thinking they're more European when they look like him to me.  I don't know what's been going on.  I've been trying to get on my track in life, despite what the whole world is like compared to me.  What about Johnny Depp and Lily Rose?  Aren't they something, not just some mistake, some error, some glitch like in the game?

Look-Alikes

My little brother when he was still okay looked like Ellen DeGeneres.  So, if he listened to me, he'd make me happy.  Hm.  ,: